I don't know who this is for but God won't let me sleep over this one. . .
Beautiful Soul Sisters,
Your journey is worth it. Whatever you may be going through right now, it is worth the breakthrough that is to come. God has a plan and a purpose for whatever it is you're experiencing.
Do understand that if you couldn't handle it, you wouldn't have been chosen, but God saw something in you long before you were ever a being and chose you for this battle. The beautiful thing is though. . . you don't even have to fight this battle. God gave you the right amount of faith and the right amount of strength, in order to trust Him enough to fight the battle for you. Use what you have and what you know and claim your victory as promised by God.
Remember that He is using you for a greater purpose. Your trials and tribulations are not meant to break you, they are meant for a breakthrough. Your test will one day be your testimony. Your mess will one day be used as a message. Keep in mind that as children of God we are called to go out and create disciples, and while we're on the journey of doing that, God will use us to create new stories and examples of His awesome might and glory to continue to draw those new disciples to Him. Let Him.
Did we somewhere along the way forget that Jesus died for our sins, so that we may receive salvation, have eternal life, and access to the Father? So, why do we feel the need to forfeit all of that by not letting God be God in our lives?
Be honored that God chose you. My sister you are loved, you are valued, you are needed, you are wanted, you are called by the Most High God who is able to do exceedingly and abundantly above all that we may ask or think, according to the power that works within us. Don't be shortsighted and distracted by your circumstances because they are CIRCUMSTANCES. The very definition of the word means that the fact of the matter is conditional, not permanent!
I could tell you my story until I'm blue in the face. I could give examples of all of the beautiful souls sisters that are close to me. You could read all the self help books on the market. You could vent to all your friends, all day long. All the while, God is on stand by waiting on you to just try Him, and until you do nothing else will work!
The madness you're experiencing is the momentum you need to fulfill your purpose but you won't see it that way if you don't trust God. Believe that you serve a mighty and merciful, awesome and powerful, good and gracious Heavenly Father who has planned a good future for you.
Beautiful Soul Sisters, if you ever find that you need a prayer, or an accountability partner, or just a listening ear, please know that I am here for you. You and I are more similar than we may seem, and we are more connected than what appears. Don't go another day without welcoming God into your heart as your sovereign ruler. I love you, God loves you, and there's nothing you can do it about.